back home

yay.

finally, i'm back home. but, i did a mistake and went directly to the city. i felt like getting some new music. i wanted to draw. while i was in hospital my right arm was numb so i wasn't able to draw nor to write anything at all. and due to the fact that it became a bit better, i decided to go to the city, buying some random-drawing-music [ i prefer stuff like trance / house for that ] and then having a nice evening with myself.

big mistake.

big. mistake.

i was happy to be able to reach home alive. 

nevertheless, today, as i took a look into the mirror, i decided to take some pictures. just in case. for.. like.. remembering myself. like.. "when you look like that, don't even think about leaving the house!".

it's better that way i think. being pale and having dark, deep circles around the eyes isn't the healthiest look. must be the anemia. whatsoever. my hands become cold and numb again. damn. i want to smoke. damn. even if i know that it won't taste well when i start again. damn. 

blah blah blah.

here are the pictures of myself. the reason i stayed at home today.